Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain behind one eye that persists for several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient medical texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.

National guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.

But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.

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Kristina Rodgers
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